Jul 4, 2009

...& we kept running!

Saturday, July 04, 2009 / 2 comments
Somehwere in Germany. ...& we kept running. Around the whole world. Searching for something which could help us to stand up and run. Run after something which we couldn't find, because we didn't know what it is. The heart is bleeding inside of us. Used to be broken like that. Somewhere. And I hope, I can find you. And if not, the moon surly will do.
-From Tears to Hika after Ciel. (Chapter 10) // DevArt poem (click)

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Somewhere in Germany.

Saturday, July 04, 2009 / 0 comments
Running by ~Krad014 on deviantART
When the sun goes down and sky bring up his black clothes, then is time to keep running trought the world. With or without you. (It doesn't matter to me, anymore).

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Jul 3, 2009

What the hell?-Stupid friends.

Friday, July 03, 2009 / 0 comments
Someone, a close friend to me, just send me a message trough MSN and told me that she is pissed off of me. 'Cause I talk about her behind her back. So far fine. But I am damn PISSED OFF because I didn't SAY anything. & she doesn't want to tell me what the hell is wrong. And when she won't say anything, then there is nothing. But she is important to me so I'll talk to some other friends to find out what the hell is wrong. I hate this fucking world.

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Jul 1, 2009

The 10 facts and more random surprise!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 / 0 comments
All about me and my damned personality:P
2 years ago: 1) How old were you? 13 2) Who were you dating? half-half 3) Where did you go to shool? In a elite school germany. 4) Where did you live? Hannover,Germany. 5) Where did you hang out? My bedroom,out of the house,I hate our house. 6) What did you wear? Black. I really just wear black things cause I was a big emo! 7) Who were your best friends? I didn't had one. I had friends. 8) How many piercings did you have? 2 (1 in each ear). 9) How were you in school? Bad. Damn bad. 10) Had you been to a real party?B-day parties.And some little dirty things around. 11) Had your heart broken? Yeah. Now: 1) Age? 15 2) Who are you dating? Nope. 3)Where you go to school?A normal middle school. 4) Where do you live?Hannover,Germany. 5) Who are your closest friends?In real life not really anyone. In my inet life: C-kun & Kalico. 6) Do you talk to your old friends? Which friends? 7) How many piercings do you have? 4 (2 in each ear) 8) Had your heart broken? More than once. 9) How are you in school? Good. 10) Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?single 11) What you wear? Emo/visu/punk.:P 10 things about my own: 1) I hate noise. I shout loud when I hear a noise which make me crazy. 2) I love drawing. It help me never cut myself. 3) Music is my heart. Better said Chester Bennington is my god. 4)Friends are the important people in my life. 5)I ignore bitches and hurt them. I hate them. DIE! 6)I am not bi but I could love a girl. My physche is a boy my body a girl. 7)I hate my mom and my sis. One day maybe I break them. 8)My daddy is my only family. 9)Boys love is my passion and obssesion. ♥ 10) This year PUSH will become 2 years old!
About this pics: (1) (2)
(3) Comments: (1) My Japanes T-shirt which my daddy found and bought for me! (2) My favourite push banner!(can be found in the blog) (3)Supussed to be my next layout which won't work>< Till the next event. HinaHoma

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Dreamer.Dreamless.The Dream.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 / 2 comments
A dreamer is someone who is dreamless and want to dream.
Betta Flash Erinyes lyrics is a really nice song/text. Is from the ending of Night Wizard, an anime. Nice one. The picture in left is from Kenichi Matsuyama as L(awliet) from his photobook: L file. no 15. Awesome! I love him as L. Looks so cute. ^////^ Omg!:D Till next event. Hina

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Plans.2009

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 / 0 comments
Hika and Nali by ~kalicodreamz on deviantART
This is a really nice drawing,isn't it? Is from my sweetest sweet heart Kalico. I love you Kali. & thanks! What a nice surprise :D This time I want to post here my plans for summer till the end of 2009!
1.Learning more Japanes. 2.Painting Hika & co. 3.Cosplay L and Nekozawa. 4.Drawing for the contest. 5.No Inet when school starts. 6.New layout for PUSH. 7.New Layout for Hinas Dreamz. 8.Update Hinas Dreamz. 9.Writting more Hika chapters. 10.Going out with friends.
I hope I can do them all *hihi*

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Jun 28, 2009

Death Note...and more surprising things

Sunday, June 28, 2009 / 0 comments
Long time since the last time I wrote here. Michael Jackson died. I don't care as long as is it not the greatest Chester Bennington. Anyways...I am busy. Holidays starts but still I am busy, because I am all around with friends. Thats cool. ^.^ It can take all my life. I love my friends. Anyways my ex boyfriend is ignoring me. Every net-&reallife contact.But to say the true: I don't really care. If he thinks he can life like this then go on. And now about my new love. Is no one else than the greatest Lawliet. Known as L. From Death Note. The actor who play him is Kenichi Matsuyama who was is 1 Litre of tears too.(he was the senpai.who I hated :D)I fall so badly in love with L. I watching all the time some vids of the Live Action and waitting till I can see the whole thing. Would be awesome!CX & I print out lots of pics of him. I love this guy. I'll cosplay him for sure! There is one big event this summer in Hannover(the hell I life in XP { & like it !}) called the Japan-Germany-Event since 10 years...or something. Is on the 12.7 in Hannover: Stadtpark Hannover. But my dear twins can not come. So maybe I won't cosplay him. But in the summer holidays when my dear twins are back I'll make with them two different cosplays: 1.st as L & 2.nd as Nekozawa from Ouran High School Host Club, I done that 2 years ago,Nekozawa but I've promise that my dear twins, so I'll make that again. It will be fun! For sure I post the pics later! And here more Random: Hina: 山下 Yamashita (under the mountain) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn) Homa: 浜野 Hamano (seaside field) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations) Awesome what? But I still like this from all of them: Tomi : 山口 Yamaguchi (mouth of the mountain) 愛恵 Itoe (bless with love) Isn't that cool? Now well a long entry because I didn't write anything in the last 8(!!!) days! I am sorry ._. Till next time. Hina Ps:what the hell is Tomi? I'll tell you that later! *(d)evil(s) smile*

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Jun 23, 2009

The Angel.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 / 0 comments
Its by ~Krad014 on deviantART Tomorrow school ends! Finally. Is amazing how much fun I'll have then. But my parents will kill me for my marks. That sucks. & tomorrow I am on the late birthday party of a friend of me and my ex boyfriend. That will be fun. See you all around! Hina

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Jun 22, 2009

More and more.Till.It comes to an end!

Monday, June 22, 2009 / 0 comments
Hello my friend. Whats up? Life is a bicht like we all know. But in those time we all feel the same. Even my ex boyfriend,my skaterlove, is killing me and hurt me till the deepst place in my heart,mind & soul, I still life. Drawing till my fingers bleeding. Singing till I have no voice. I hate life. It's a bitch! But oki. If you think this was the best, then fine. Hope you will die. Die. DIE...yeah.This handosome guy is Yasu. From the band: Acid Black Cherry. He's voice is awesome. Here the wiki article: Acid Black Cherry @ Wiki (click) I've become intressting in him when I saw a vid in youtube from him and HYDE!!!<33They are fucking awesome! Yasu is cute!

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Jun 20, 2009

Reloved.

Saturday, June 20, 2009 / 0 comments
click alt+4 . Thanks ♥

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Jun 18, 2009

Summer! <3

Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 0 comments
The end of the 8th grade comes to me. I have soon summer holidays. & I am really happy about it. My marks didn't change much but I'll do my best. I got lots of things in the 8th grade. So it will be memoriable to me. Check out my devianart: Krad014@Deviantart.com I hope you all have a nice summer!

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Jun 14, 2009

The plan!

Sunday, June 14, 2009 / 0 comments
Because I have lots of dears by my side I can look forward. I have a plan:D

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Jun 13, 2009

The love letter

Saturday, June 13, 2009 / 0 comments
A letter to my dear. To my one and only love. To my skater love.
My dear. I loved you so much. When we come together I was the happiest girl in this cold and lonely world. For me you were the whole world. I couldn't life without you. In my heart were just a place for you. Only you. Since you gone away from me, my life become boring and everything is over to me. It seems. You don't even reply me when I message you. before we came together you always replied. You said everything is like before, when we are friends again. But nothing is like before. You are ignoring me. You don't say what the reason was. You were cold to me. Friend says it was hard to me. But your emotion on your face say something else. I don't care what others say. Others do. I won't forget you. I won't give up on you. Cause deep in my heart I still love you. But maybe this is the one and only thing I can do. To leave you allone in your life. And not annoying you. I'll disapear from you and this world. This is my good bye to you.
I don't want to life without him. This is the end.

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Jun 12, 2009

Bright.

Friday, June 12, 2009 / 0 comments
Talking to a close friend opened my eyes. I think I know what I will do next. Is not seems like I'll become happy anymore. My depressed mood is back and thats really sad. When friends say they will listen to me and later tell me I am anoying then it hurts me more. Thats not fair in the first place. I said I won't run away, but somehow I am not seeing any bright light in my life. Not now. Is not only because of my ex boyfriend. Friends, if you can call them so, family, classmates. All. I am happy about beign together with my love even he broke up. But I don't know what I should do when he is around me. I don't wanna ignor him. But what else should I do? I am planing my death...
I still love you so much

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The story:The princess without a prince

Friday, June 12, 2009 / 0 comments
In my least entry: Princess without a prince (click)
Here the story: The princess without a prince (click)

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