Jul 4, 2009
...& we kept running!
Somehwere in Germany. ...& we kept running. Around the whole world. Searching for something which could help us to stand up and run. Run after something which we couldn't find, because we didn't know what it is. The heart is bleeding inside of us. Used to be broken like that. Somewhere. And I hope, I can find you. And if not, the moon surly will do.-From Tears to Hika after Ciel. (Chapter 10) // DevArt poem (click)
Somewhere in Germany.
When the sun goes down and sky bring up his black clothes, then is time to keep running trought the world. With or without you. (It doesn't matter to me, anymore).
Jul 3, 2009
What the hell?-Stupid friends.
Someone, a close friend to me, just send me a message trough MSN and told me that she is pissed off of me. 'Cause I talk about her behind her back. So far fine. But I am damn PISSED OFF because I didn't SAY anything. & she doesn't want to tell me what the hell is wrong.
And when she won't say anything, then there is nothing. But she is important to me so I'll talk to some other friends to find out what the hell is wrong. I hate this fucking world.
Jul 1, 2009
The 10 facts and more random surprise!
2 years ago: 1) How old were you? 13 2) Who were you dating? half-half 3) Where did you go to shool? In a elite school germany. 4) Where did you live? Hannover,Germany. 5) Where did you hang out? My bedroom,out of the house,I hate our house. 6) What did you wear? Black. I really just wear black things cause I was a big emo! 7) Who were your best friends? I didn't had one. I had friends. 8) How many piercings did you have? 2 (1 in each ear). 9) How were you in school? Bad. Damn bad. 10) Had you been to a real party?B-day parties.And some little dirty things around. 11) Had your heart broken? Yeah. Now: 1) Age? 15 2) Who are you dating? Nope. 3)Where you go to school?A normal middle school. 4) Where do you live?Hannover,Germany. 5) Who are your closest friends?In real life not really anyone. In my inet life: C-kun & Kalico. 6) Do you talk to your old friends? Which friends? 7) How many piercings do you have? 4 (2 in each ear) 8) Had your heart broken? More than once. 9) How are you in school? Good. 10) Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?single 11) What you wear? Emo/visu/punk.:P 10 things about my own: 1) I hate noise. I shout loud when I hear a noise which make me crazy. 2) I love drawing. It help me never cut myself. 3) Music is my heart. Better said Chester Bennington is my god. 4)Friends are the important people in my life. 5)I ignore bitches and hurt them. I hate them. DIE! 6)I am not bi but I could love a girl. My physche is a boy my body a girl. 7)I hate my mom and my sis. One day maybe I break them. 8)My daddy is my only family. 9)Boys love is my passion and obssesion. ♥ 10) This year PUSH will become 2 years old!
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Comments:
(1) My Japanes T-shirt which my daddy found and bought for me!
(2) My favourite push banner!(can be found in the blog)
(3)Supussed to be my next layout which won't work><
Till the next event. HinaHomaLabels: fandom, hinaandhoma, random
Dreamer.Dreamless.The Dream.

A dreamer is someone who is dreamless and want to dream.Betta Flash Erinyes lyrics is a really nice song/text. Is from the ending of Night Wizard, an anime. Nice one. The picture in left is from Kenichi Matsuyama as L(awliet) from his photobook: L file. no 15. Awesome! I love him as L. Looks so cute. ^////^ Omg!:D Till next event. Hina
Labels: Anime, Kenichi Matsuyama, lawliet, Music, photobook
Plans.2009
Hika and Nali by ~kalicodreamz on deviantARTThis is a really nice drawing,isn't it? Is from my sweetest sweet heart Kalico. I love you Kali. & thanks! What a nice surprise :D This time I want to post here my plans for summer till the end of 2009!
1.Learning more Japanes. 2.Painting Hika & co. 3.Cosplay L and Nekozawa. 4.Drawing for the contest. 5.No Inet when school starts. 6.New layout for PUSH. 7.New Layout for Hinas Dreamz. 8.Update Hinas Dreamz. 9.Writting more Hika chapters. 10.Going out with friends.
Labels: Contest, cosplay, css, DA, Drawings, Events, kalico, layout, life
Jun 28, 2009
Death Note...and more surprising things
Long time since the last time I wrote here. Michael Jackson died. I don't care as long as is it not the greatest Chester Bennington. Anyways...I am busy. Holidays starts but still I am busy, because I am all around with friends. Thats cool. ^.^ It can take all my life. I love my friends. Anyways my ex boyfriend is ignoring me. Every net-&reallife contact.But to say the true: I don't really care. If he thinks he can life like this then go on. And now about my new love. Is no one else than the greatest Lawliet. Known as L. From Death Note. The actor who play him is Kenichi Matsuyama who was is 1 Litre of tears too.(he was the senpai.who I hated :D)I fall so badly in love with L. I watching all the time some vids of the Live Action and waitting till I can see the whole thing. Would be awesome!CX & I print out lots of pics of him. I love this guy. I'll cosplay him for sure! There is one big event this summer in Hannover(the hell I life in XP { & like it !}) called the Japan-Germany-Event since 10 years...or something. Is on the 12.7 in Hannover: Stadtpark Hannover. But my dear twins can not come. So maybe I won't cosplay him. But in the summer holidays when my dear twins are back I'll make with them two different cosplays: 1.st as L & 2.nd as Nekozawa from Ouran High School Host Club, I done that 2 years ago,Nekozawa but I've promise that my dear twins, so I'll make that again. It will be fun! For sure I post the pics later!
And here more Random: Hina: 山下 Yamashita (under the mountain) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn) Homa: 浜野 Hamano (seaside field) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations) Awesome what? But I still like this from all of them: Tomi : 山口 Yamaguchi (mouth of the mountain) 愛恵 Itoe (bless with love) Isn't that cool? Now well a long entry because I didn't write anything in the last 8(!!!) days! I am sorry ._. Till next time. Hina Ps:what the hell is Tomi? I'll tell you that later! *(d)evil(s) smile*Labels: 1litreoftears, broken heart, chesterbennington, cosplay, death note live action, Events, fandom, fangirl, japaness, Kenichi Matsuyama, lawliet, movies, random, twins
Jun 23, 2009
The Angel.
Jun 22, 2009
More and more.Till.It comes to an end!
This handosome guy is Yasu. From the band: Acid Black Cherry. He's voice is awesome. Here the wiki article: Acid Black Cherry @ Wiki (click) I've become intressting in him when I saw a vid in youtube from him and HYDE!!!<33
They are fucking awesome! Yasu is cute!Labels: acid black cherry, broken heart, hyde, life, Music, skaterLove
Jun 20, 2009
Reloved.
Labels: random
Jun 18, 2009
Summer! <3
Jun 14, 2009
The plan!
Jun 13, 2009
The love letter
My dear. I loved you so much. When we come together I was the happiest girl in this cold and lonely world. For me you were the whole world. I couldn't life without you. In my heart were just a place for you. Only you. Since you gone away from me, my life become boring and everything is over to me. It seems. You don't even reply me when I message you. before we came together you always replied. You said everything is like before, when we are friends again. But nothing is like before. You are ignoring me. You don't say what the reason was. You were cold to me. Friend says it was hard to me. But your emotion on your face say something else. I don't care what others say. Others do. I won't forget you. I won't give up on you. Cause deep in my heart I still love you. But maybe this is the one and only thing I can do. To leave you allone in your life. And not annoying you. I'll disapear from you and this world. This is my good bye to you.I don't want to life without him. This is the end.
Labels: broken heart, dead, EMO, emotion, end, pain, skaterLove, suicide
Jun 12, 2009
Bright.
I still love you so much
Labels: skaterLove, suicide
The story:The princess without a prince
In my least entry: Princess without a prince (click)
Here the story: The princess without a prince (click)
Labels: broken heart, pain, poem, story



















































































